GREAT… It is now August 2022. All untimely events seem to happen to me in August. I’m not really looking toward this being a great month, as my life is currently a catastrophe. And things will only seem to get worse for me this month.
Every time I look back and reflect on situations and my relationships with others, I’m always left asking myself…
- “What the fuck did I do/say to make this person treat me like this/that?”
- “Why were they the ones that were the most upset?”
- “Why am I the one in the position that I am in?”
I just can’t seem to figure this shit out! I do not understand how everyone else is left feeling victimized, after everything that was done to me! Which is exactly why I’m working on putting my life in perspective. I’m reliving every one my life’s incidents with specific individuals, by writing the TRUTH on things, on my “Narratives” page. Not one narcissist will be left out! As I mentioned in a previous blog post, I’m no longer leaving people anonymous. I want everyone to be held accountable for their actions. Because I’ve already been held accountable for mine. I never pretended to be someone I wasn’t. And anything I did wrong in these situations I fully acknowledge and take responsibility. I am aware that I am not innocent of some shit. I don’t believe my participation was as bad as what the other parties have done against me! These narratives explain the many levels of disrespect!
If anyone is reading this horrific little blog, brace yourselves, from now on my level of disrespect is beyond a scale of 0 to 100.
My actions been louder than my words
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